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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2004|12:56 pm]
Marysol
[mood |sadsad]

SOMETIMES THE RIGHT DESICION IS THE HARDEST ONE TO MAKE..............

BUT WAITING IS WORTH IT!!
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sometimes life really sucks [Mar. 25th, 2004|08:48 pm]
Marysol
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[music |soar - christina aguilera]

Today was very emotional for me................

the day started off great....well normal.....then i get to school and my friend shows me a letter....well she got this scholarship that i realy wanted to get...because i seriously really really need the money for school......

so the moment i saw it i felt a sort of jealousy grow within me..why? well the first thought that came into my head was "damn, she already got a schoalrship thats gonan pay for all four years of her college.....plus she's getting mad cash from the finaid. so why does she still need those extra 1000 dollars???  and i thought " how fuckin unfair"......but i just smiled and hugged her.....she said she was getting her own place next year and a car.....

then i thought the whole day , " why not me.......i work hard also......why dont i ever get what i fuckin want......and i REALLY need it".....

but then i felt very guilty......i mean, this girl is my BEST FRIEND ever......and i love this girl......so i was so dissappointed in me because i didnt feel the joy a true friend was supposed to feel......instead i felts stupid and jelous.......and now i feel sad because i was so stupid....i feel like im not a real friend.......anyway, im gonan be happy for her....i must admit its gonan be very hard...but its not her  fault that i didnt get shit.....

ok so thats it ....i wont think anymore about it....tomorrow i have a race and im planning to kick ass..but i cant if my head stays full of gay thoughts.....im gonan be happy so i wont be dissappointed if i suckl in my race,,,,,,,,

well good nite.........hope others had a better day!

ps: a good thing did happen though........my teacher saw my webpage and she was like..wow....ur good at this......and i mean, its no biggie...just a simple page, but she said i really had a way with matching colors and arranging text and all that stuff..plus she said i was good with html...she even told me to consider webmastering in the future.....so im happy...im good at something.......she told me that with the right tools and stuff, i could really build something cool.....so that was good thing today!!

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I must fight temptation!!!!!!! [Mar. 24th, 2004|06:23 pm]
Marysol
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |daniel bedding field : 21 questions]

GREAT shirt!!!!!!  IM in (HEART) with it!!!!

TOO BAD!!!

I have this horrible weakness for abercrombie and its gotta stop now!!!!!!!

I have been good since two weeks ago......but i decided i must control my urge to shop.

i barely bought a pair of very not cheap shoes and i (am broke now) promised myself...NO MORE THROWING AWAY MONEY ON CLOTHES....i got plenty of clothes.........

anyway, im not working very much lately...maybe like 10 hrs a week or less.......that sux...but its sorta good cause it gives me time to rest after track practice......

oh i also feel so accomplished since i already finished with the update of my high school's track page....and as soon as the internet starts working again, then  it will get uploaded.....it sucks, the whole episd computer network got infected with a virus and now every school's internet is fucked up.....mmm..=/

I love you pitito!!!

and thats it...

toodles!!!

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uhm.........errrrr........right...... [Mar. 21st, 2004|05:44 pm]
Marysol
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |hotel- cassidy.. (what im listening to thug??!@?!#?!$?%]

knowing you can't have it makes you want it more....................

until you get it cause you really wanted it..........

so if you think you can't have it.....well you still CAN have it.............

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Because I will ALways love you [Mar. 16th, 2004|11:25 am]
Marysol
[mood |gigglyIn love]
[music |311: lovesong]

                                   311: LOVE SONG

                            

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
PITITO.....is there a time when i dont remember you.....?

I think not

i love you!!

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ODESSA [Mar. 14th, 2004|12:17 pm]
Marysol
[mood |accomplished]
[music |i believe in a thing called love]

I just came back from my track trip to a track meet in odessa......Were i had my personal best in the mile...YAY.......and my personal worse in the 2 mile.....=(

 

but anyway, i dont wnt to graduate, im gonan really miss my team!!

YAY FOR PICTURESCollapse )

Anyway, i woke up too early this morning, i need to go rest some more......damn but i have towork.....=(

mmmm byebye journal

 

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a lot accomplished without doing much........... [Mar. 6th, 2004|05:25 pm]
Marysol
[mood |energeticenergetic]
[music |blink 182]

Well, today was definitely a happy day....here's what i did......

  • woke up @ 6:30
  • brushed hair, teeth, face
  • put hair up in pony tail
  • put on track uniform
  • woke up parents
  • ate toast with butter/juice/gogurt/banana/granola bar
  • got to school , drove out to fabens in the school bus
  • ran a race (3200 meter run) and got 3rd place!!!!!! yay, i was so proud of myself because i beat my personal best ....from 13:25 to 13:09.....i was all WOW!!!!  it was really nice hearing my coaches say that i was in the hunt for something and got it..because i wanted it...they say i run with HEART!!!!!!!! YAY

here is me with my thrid place medal!!!!!!! (that i worked so hard for)

              

  • ok then, afyter my wonderful race i started jumping around everywere and saying "i got a medal" yeah!!!!  i was happy
  • then i called pitito to tell him the news
  • after my battery died talking to him, i drank nasty  fabens water that tasted like sewer.
  • i tried calling my parents but my batt. was dead
  • then i ate............oh how much i ate...........twinkies(the official team food) pizza, coke , uhm twinkies........twinkies......twinkies........twinkies
  • sat around until five
  • came home and ate more....then im here........updating.......

ok now im gonan shower...............im so happy..........=)

 

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(no subject) [Mar. 6th, 2004|06:45 am]
Marysol
[mood |depresseddepressed]

mmmmmm....

i want to get my medal NOW!!!!!!!!!!

well i got the 3200 hundred today....=/

wish me luck!!
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ooh [Mar. 3rd, 2004|12:09 pm]
Marysol
HASH(0x891506c)
You are a Summer Kiss! You love showin your boy
off... especially when you both can chill
outside with your shirts off...


What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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work....... [Mar. 2nd, 2004|03:53 pm]
Marysol
gotta go!!!!
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